Then here comes the best part. You said our web and KWL was all right when we consulted you just a week ago. Now, you tell us our theme is too generic and everything has to be redone. I mean wtf man. I spent hours on the damn web on the freaking comp. I spent hours thinking of what to do for your damn lesson plans. Now, just a few words from you and I have to REDO the whole stinking shit?! Is this even fair? Considering you didn't even give clear instructions to begin with. All I have was a few sentences in the assessment descriptor, together with a set of rubrics. I mean, wtf, seriously?

Thirdly, mid-sem Test.
A D+, SERIOUSLY?! I mean, I did make some effort, although not 100% of it, to study and memorise all those shit. I just don't get why people who didn't study much could get an A and I'm down with a frigging D+. What kind of justice is this?

All of this shit is pissing me off so badly.
Projects and assignments with limited instructions and help, yet with expectation to do the best. Please, I'm not God. I'm not someone who can read your minds, my dear lecturers. Neither am I the kind of student who can just give you quality stuff without much info. Please, think about people like me? Or are you trying to say that people like me will just die in tertiary education? I don't pay thousands a year to get shit results, and useful help from you.

I know I haven't been putting in much effort since I've stepped into Poly.
I've blamed the lecturers for not being able to teach well. Yes, but half the time I'm distracted by my phone.
But I dare say that I have placed my 100% into all the projects I've done. But do I get back, in terms of results, for the amount of effort I've put in? Clearly not.
And I dare say that I do study myself at home when it comes to a exam approaching. I DID MAKE THAT EFFORT.

So what up about studying something you're interested in?
What up about knowing you'll put in effort and passion since it's a subject that interests you?
So what is education trying to screw us now? Making us lose interest in the things we like? Or trying to eliminate the lousy ones and only keeping the best with such inhumane system?

I'm so dampened now. Today has totally pissed me off.
It'd be funny if my GPA doesn't go down for this sem.
I'm starting to see no light at the end of the tunnel, and no hope in my education.

I'm on the verge of giving up. So much for a start of the new month.
Black.

yuan teng.